It was 3:00 pm on the
Fifth Sunday of January and Sis. Mary Margaret, Senior Usher Board President,
gave the signal to the musicians to begin the musical prelude so the Annual
Usher Board Program. She gave the
Usher’s one more look over and they looked so good in the black suits, black
shoes, white carnations on the left side of their lapel, gold Usher Board pins
on the right and their sparkling white gloves.
All 32 of her pearly white teeth glistened so bright that she would have
been a perfect model for a teeth whitening commercial. As she reminisced over the past year working
with the Junior, Youth and Senior Ushers, she was almost overcome with emotion,
especially when she thought about the last six weeks. Sis. Mamie quickly handed out tissue because
she could tell by the look on Sis. Mary Margaret’s face that it was going to be
one of those Sundays. At her signal the
doors opened, the emcee announced their entry and they began to sing as they
marched in like perfectly synchronized soldiers:
We've come this far by faith, leaning on the
Lord; trusting in his holy word. He's never failed us yet. Oh! We can't turn
back, we've come this far by faith.
As the congregation began
to sing with them, tears streamed down Sis. Mary Margaret’s face because that
song was her testimony. She loved God
with all of her heart and soul, she was a tither, faithful to the ministry, she
loved God’s people and she believed God could do anything but fail. People knew better than to talk about
failure, quitting or impossibilities around her, because she was an incredible
encourager and by the time you finished a conversation with her you would be so
encouraged that you would almost feel invincible. I’ll never forget one conversation we had
about a situation that seemed hopeless to me.
She said:
“Dear Heart, what do you want from God?” I looked at her like she had three eyeballs,
(green, blue and brown) and thought to myself, “What in the world are you
talking about?” as I gave her the blank look stare – but respectfully. She asked the question again, “Precious, what
do you want from God?” I said “I want him to deliver me.” She said, “Try again.” I was starting to get irritated but then something
snapped on the inside; I realized I had been in reactive mode ever since this
situation arose and I had not taken the time to analyze it nor ask God
specifically for what I wanted. I
remembered something she told me a while ago which was: 1) “God will never play
second to you or anyone else and He demands full access or He won’t
participate; 2) You must be specific with God but flexible and 3) Quitting is
not an option. To quit means you doubt
that God in all His magnificence, infinite power and unlimited resources can
help you. In other words, your challenge(s)
are too great for God to handle. For
real?” And she really said “for real”
with her head cocked to the side looking at me like I had three eyeballs.
We have come this far by
faith
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I would have lost heart, unless I
had believed; That I would see the goodness of the Lord
In the land of the living. Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord! Psalms 27:13-14
In the land of the living. Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord! Psalms 27:13-14
The 27th
number of Psalms is a declaration of faith that I would suggest you read on
your own, but I want to zero in on the 13-14 verses. There was a hit on (King) David’s life and he
was on the run, not because he had done anything wrong, but because his enemy
was jealous, intimidated and threatened by the favor of God on David’s
life. Though he had every reason to be
afraid, he made the choice not to fear God because he believed God would
protect him (he had faith in God).
In this verse he
admits that he would have given up, but something inside him wouldn’t allow him
to. He was convinced that he would be
delivered from the hand of his enemy. He
didn’t know how, when and he couldn’t explain it, he just knew. Now that he was in the right frame of mind
and his judgment wasn’t clouded by fear, he was able to think about the
goodness of the Lord and decided he wanted to live, just as he did when he was
faced with protecting his father’s sheep as a young teenager:
“Your
servant has kept his father’s sheep,” David replied to Saul, “and if ever a
lion or a bear came and carried off one of the flock, 35 I would go after it, strike it, and rescue the
animal from its mouth. If it turned on me, I would grab it at its jaw, strike
it, and kill it. 36 Your servant has
fought both lions and bears. This uncircumcised Philistine will be just like
one of them because he has insulted the army of the living God. 1 Samuel 17:34-36 (CEB)
But Tania, if I’m
just getting started on my faith journey, I don’t have anything to draw
on. Of course you do. You cannot tell me that there has never been
a time in your life when you should have experienced tragedies, but “something
happened”, for example: car accident;
bullet stuck in the chamber; you got sick (lost your keys, your ride faked on
you, etc.) and couldn’t go to the club/party only to find out that had you
gone, it would have been major drama.
You can’t convince me that you haven’t had some type of supernatural
intervention.
Who and/or what do
you think that was? Was it an accident;
Karmen (Karma); fate or Faith? The lack of faith
is certainly a challenge for some people, but I believe impatience is the
biggest hinder for most people based upon our fast paced, in a hurry to get
somewhere to wait lifestyles that cause us to lose out. It’s great to be independent, but not when it
comes down to God. He wants to help but
you have to want Him to help you.
In His Humble Excellence
Tania
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